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“Mother is Worthy to be Praised”

This Memorial Day Weekend I went to see Dance Africa at the Brooklyn Academy of Music.  As usual, the dances were amazing.  What stood out to me most, though, wasn’t the dancing at all.  Through the clapping, shouting and audience participation, I noticed the stretchmarks on one of the dancer’s bellies.  Things suddenly began to move in slow motion for me, almost like when Maria and Tony see each other at the dance in West Side Story.

I realized that I was watching a mother, and suddently felt some cosmic connection to her.  I began to wonder whether her children were in the audience, how old they were, or if any were possibly sharing the stage.  I wondered how she was able to find time to do something so magnificent with herself while conducting a family.  I wondered whether or not she raised her children, or if they knew how talented their mother is.

At the end of the show I stood in applause. Of course, the round was for all of the dancers, musicians and singers who graced the stage.  There was, however, a special beat in my heart in praise of the woman I had identified as a mother.  I’m sure she wasn’t the only mother on the stage.  In fact, the audienced was sprinkled with mothers holding small – and not so small – children.  If I was surrounded by mothers, what made this one so different?

During a time where it’s almost impossible to watch television for an hour without a cocoa butter or other stretch creme commercial promising to help women either prevent or erase their stretch marks, I found it amazing that this mother proudly bore the marks of her birth(s).  Just as waist beads, hair style, or jewelry denote status and rites of passage for women in traditional African cultures, so, too, do stretch marks. 

Watching this mother’s belly flap to and fro across the stage brought me back to the precious moments immediately following birth where a woman bonds with her baby face to face for the first time, and took me to the moment that I observe in so many women when they realize their bodies have undergone an amazing change; she not only birthed her baby, but she birthed her motherhood as well.  So, I stood and clapped that Monday afternoon in praise of motherhood.

These last few days I’ve been in reflection mode.  In reviewing both business and personal goals, the one thing that keeps coming back is the Yoruba proverb that’s the inspiration for my doula practice:

Oria bi iya ko si, iya la ba ma a bo

There is no Orisha like mother, it is mother who is worthy to be praised.

Praise mothers.  Praise them for the weeks they carry and nurture their children in waiting.  Praise them for the sleepness nights they endure for so many years of their lives.  Praise them for the decisions they make that often leave them holding the shortest stick in the bunch.  Praise mothers, simply because they are worthy to be praised.

Preconception Planning III: More Trying and Less Conceiving

TTC can be the most emotional time of a woman’s life, especially when trying for several cycles. The moment your uterus begins to shed its lining you feel that nature has betrayed you. For some, it feels as deeply as the loss of a child.

We’ve all memorized Taking Charge of Your Fertility, and know by heart which links to click on Mayoclinic.com. We can read basal body thermometers in the dark, and chart temperatures with our eyes closed. And when we realize that we touch our cervixes more frequently than scratching our noses, it’s clear that we’re experts in knowing what’s going on with our bodies to recognize ovulation signs.

There’s advice about the best time to take your temperature, how often you should check cervical mucus (CM), how to interpret your charts, and the best time of day to use an ovulation predictor kit (OPK). But what happens when these things aren’t coming together like the beautiful celestial chart that they’re supposed to form? Shouldn’t these methods be fool proof?

Here’s what you don’t get along with the advice: not every woman has egg white cervical mucus (EWCM), and the OPK may not detect your hormone levels clearly.

I can’t stress enough how important it is to begin charting your temperature months before you begin actively TTC, especially if your cycle isn’t very predictable (I hate to think of my cycle as irregular!). Become comfortable with analyzing your charts, and seek expert help when things don’t make sense to you. Pay attention to the moistness of your vulva the days following menstruation, and try to notice whether or not you feel any slight cramps the more moist you become (without stimulation). Before you know it, you’ll be able to feel your body releasing an egg (or two!).

Learn to differentiate between your own CM. Recognize that as your body matures your CM can change (I haven’t had EWCM since my early twenties!). Some women go from dry, to watery to creamy and never experience sticky or EWCM. Some women go from dry, to watery, to EWCM, to creamy then sticky. Some women’s bodies may do something different all together. If you’ve been paying attention to your body for months before trying, you’ll know your cycle and won’t be waiting for EWCM when watery may be your ovulation sign.

Practice peeing on different brands of OPKs. You may notice that as you approach ovulation a faint pink line appears, grows darker over the course of the next 3-4 days, but never quite matches the test line. Does that mean you’re not ovulating? It could mean a number of things, and you should speak to a specialist to help you understand what’s going on. Some women never match the test line, and the faint line is their ovulation sign. I’ve only tested positive once with an OPK, and the positive result appeared after my temperature had already spiked. Go figure!

Sometimes we end up trying so much (unsuccessfully) because we aren’t interpreting our signs accurately. Sometimes we don’t trust our bodies enough to believe what they’re telling us instead of an OPK or someone else’s assessment. There are also times when this isn’t so cut and dry, and that may be a sign of something else going on. It can be hard to stay positive when you try cycle after cycle, especially when it seems like people around us get pregnant without even trying. But staying positive is a must!

Here’s to more conceiving after so much trying.

Preconception Planning

We often tell mothers to treat their bodies well while pregnant, but what about women who are trying to conceive (TTC)?

This article from MayoClinic.com has some great information about getting your body ready for pregnancy, but there is so much more to consider!

In my mid twenties I was the take-out queen.  I ate frozen pizza at least 3 nights a week, and delivery or drive-thru the other 4.  Cooking was a rarity that occurred on special occasions, and I thought the lettuce that came on my burger was a sufficient vegetable substitute.  For breakfast I’d have a roll with sausage, egg and cheese, or a bagel topped off with cream cheese – if I had breakfast at all.  I’d drink 3-4 cups of black coffee throughout the day, and eat a ton of sweets.  I didn’t think that I was doing that much harm to my body, because on the outside I looked healthy.  Oh, and did I mention I smoked?

As a part of my spiritual journey, I learned to take better care of my body.  I started cooking more often, and even brought my own lunch to work.  Bringing healthy snacks saved me from the drive-thru by giving me something to eat on the way home from work, and the temptation to stop became easier to resist.  And then I discovered free-range and organic food…although I continued to smoke.  Quitting was a tough battle to fight.

Now, when I cook, just about every meal has at least one vegetable, and often it’s a leafy green.  I stopped shopping at big chain supermarkets so my sweet tooth wouldn’t cry out for attention at the turn of every aisle.  I would say that 90% of what we eat in our house is organic, we don’t keep soft-drinks around, and the majority of our sweets are homemade.  It’s definitely not easy to eat healthy in African-American communities; not because people don’t want to, but because there are simply no healthy choices available.  Fruit stands are sometimes far and few between, and those that exist often have fruit of sub-standard quality.  Grocery stores don’t sell free-range or organic, and there are more fast-food joints (owned by outsiders to the community) than bookstores or libraries.  I was the fast-food queen in my twenties, because that’s all that I knew.  If I didn’t have a car, I would be stuck shopping at major chain supermarkets that are within walking distance with very little choice for whole foods.

Why am I ranting about supermarkets and diet?  It all goes back to what we learned as children: you are what you eat!  Eating healthy, staying hydrated and getting exercise are key to getting our bodies ready for the miraculous task waiting ahead.  If you’re TTC, the planning is so much more than charting fertility and falling in love with baby names.  The healthier you are, the better your conception chances.  The healthier you are, the healthier your pregnancy and subsequently your baby.  Don’t wait until you find out that you’re pregnant to get your body together; do the research and holistically prepare.

When my wife and I decided to start TTC, I became meticulous about my diet.  I’m not the biggest fan of pills, so I do admit to not being so great about taking vitamins.  However, I use herbs and try to eat well to give my body what she needs.   Here’s what I eat just about everyday to give you an idea:

Breakfast – oatmeal & almond milk

Snack – fruit

Snack – mixed nuts

Lunch – Soy yogurt & granola, or left-overs, and fruit

Snack – fruit

Dinner – starch, poultry or fish & vegetables

and TONS of water throughout the day.

and I quit smoking!

Not so bad, huh?  It just takes a little planning to treat your body well.  There have definitely been days when I rushed out of the house without enough snacks to get me through the day, and reasoned that stopping for fries wouldn’t be so bad (that is, until I read this article about fast-food decomposition).  But, most days I’m pretty on point.  With perinatal mortality rates where they are in the United States for Black women, we can’t leave anything to chance.  It’s never too late to get it together, but please get it together.

EMT Fails to Help a Pregnant Woman in Brooklyn

NYC is a place where traffic doesn’t like to move for emergency vehicles, and strangers might pass you by if you were crawling on the ground bleeding.  However, there are some of us who have a moral obligation to help others in need; Emergency Medical Technicians are supposed to be our superheroes, whether or not on the job.  I’m shocked and saddened by the accusations against Melisa Jackson that say she did nothing more for a pregnant woman suffering from a seizure than call 911.  Read on…